Maybe

Do I have to forgive to forget? I am trying so hard not to read her facebook wall. What I am searching for can never be found there. I'm not going to find an apology on facebook. I'm not going to find an explanation on facebook. Maybe there isn't one. Maybe there isn't an explanation for how she treated me. Maybe I just will never know. Maybe I just will never and yet....sometimes I still think of her. I just want the chance to have a voice to the hurt and pain she caused. I have to live with the fact that I just might never get that chance and that has got to be enough.